Tonight Jace said it... the mean, horrible words, after being in trouble for lying yet again he told me"I hate you." I knew eventually it would come.. he has been saying I don't like you for a year now... for some reason that is easier to take then I hate you. I knew it would come because I have said it to my own parents... I never meant it.. but I said it. I am not sure if that is any more comforting knowing he didn't mean it.... it is still very hurtful words. This is what happens... we spend so many sleepless nights...so much time.... so much money on these little creatures... all for them to get a little bigger and repay us by telling us they hate us. Now I know my son loves me... he felt worse for saying it then i did... he is still saying I am sorry and crying. But it still does not heal the heart after hearing those 3 terrible words. Sigh................... Sometimes parenting is the hardest thing in the whole world... totally worth it but very tough.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Rylan turns 3!!!
This was Rileys big birthday weekend extravaganzza... starting on Friday when we went to Chuck E. Cheese's and The Discovery Center... forgot my dang camera. We had so much fun... he got a birthday hat from Chuck E Cheese's and wore it all day long, he was so proud!
On Saturday we went to lunch with my family and then had a HUGE BBQ that afternoon... the weather was perfect!!! Rylan LOVES Mickey Mouse.. so his whole theme was Mickey... which was easy enough to do... I just did red, black and white everything.
On Sunday it was his actual birthday... but i think by this point he was quite tired of being called the birthday boy and he spent 90% of the day with Papa and Grandma while his dad helped put up a a carport.
We had such a great weekend! I cannot believe my baby is turning 3! When I look at him I still see baby... which he gets quite aggravated with because he is becoming a big boy but I wonder if there will ever be a point when I don't look at him and see "my baby"!
On Saturday we went to lunch with my family and then had a HUGE BBQ that afternoon... the weather was perfect!!! Rylan LOVES Mickey Mouse.. so his whole theme was Mickey... which was easy enough to do... I just did red, black and white everything.
On Sunday it was his actual birthday... but i think by this point he was quite tired of being called the birthday boy and he spent 90% of the day with Papa and Grandma while his dad helped put up a a carport.
We had such a great weekend! I cannot believe my baby is turning 3! When I look at him I still see baby... which he gets quite aggravated with because he is becoming a big boy but I wonder if there will ever be a point when I don't look at him and see "my baby"!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
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