my surgery

On Friday the 17th I went into the hospital at 5 am for my hysterectomy. It was just time to do it... even though I am only 30 I have had so many problems and have had anemia for so long now it needed to be done. I have done nothing but dream of babies for the last month.

I went in at 5 am and my surgery started at 7... it was suppose to be a simple procedure (no cuts) but turned into 17 staples across my abdomen and the removal of an ovary which was not planned. That is the kinda luck I have.

All in all I am doing ok... they released me from the hospital on Monday and as long as I stay on my pain meds every 4 hours my pain is pretty minimal. I am sooooo very blessed and grateful I have the family and friends I do, I know my boys are taken care of and I can just take this time to get better and not have to worry about them. I can not imagine any of these people not in my life and I hope they all know how special they are to me.

Camping 2009

In no particular order... we had sooo much fun!!!


Jace riding... the hill was super steep, he did awesome!!
Josh and I

Rylan and Emma... they were inseperable!!!

Jacers!

Yes... Jace did it to him

All of us.... minus Jen and Rachel

My 18" trout!!!

Jace riding!

A Sad moment

We have been back from vacation but my bathroom is still torn apart since we are remodeling it so we have been staying with my in-laws for the last few days. 2 days ago I went to start up my camera to pull pics off and realized Jace had deleted every picture on there... every single one of them. Our coast trip, our trip to Vegas and several others. I have not posted about it until now becuase I have been too mad. He didn't mean to do it but he has been told hundreds of times not to play with my camera... so I am just mad about it right now.

So there will be no pics to put on here... only the memories in my mind will remain.